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July 4th, 2013, 01:51 PM
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Cautiously Expecting
Join Date: Nov 2011
Location: Ontario, Canada
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I'm so scared. I just want baby to stay in there. I don't want to deal with baby requiring surgeries and being taken away from us for who knows how many weeks (or months!). I cry a lot every time I remotely think about it. I don't want to miss out on the first weeks of baby's life. It will be so hard not seeing him, but it is impossible for us to afford to even go visit, let alone stay there (not 100% sure where there will be yet - either 5 hour drive away or 3 full days drive). I want to be selfish and keep my baby in me forever, no matter how sick and miserable I am feeling, but that too is impossible. I feel so torn and broken.
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