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July 18th, 2013, 07:32 AM
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Woke up this morning at 4AM and took my temp. It was too close to my normal wake up time of 5:45. It was down just a tiny bit. I went to the restroom and went back to bed. It took me about an hour to fall back to sleep. I woke up 35 min later and retook my temp and it had crashed. I charted that temp. I figured that was more realistic since AF was coming anyway.

DH begged me to POAS and I told him there wasn't any point and told him my temp had crashed. I didn't tell him about the earlier temp. I feel so negative and I know it's no good for me, but I can't help it. No spotting today, but that is typical. I always spot for 3 - 5 days, then skip 1 - 3 days then get AF.

I have pretty lousy AF cramps right now. DPO9. Last pregnancy I implanted on DPO9 and DH knows it so he still has hope. I feel bad that I'm not happy and encouraging. Maybe if I had PG symptoms, but I only have AF symptoms. I'm not even looking forward to getting AF so I can start a new cycle. I just want to crawl into bed and sleep.

Sorry I'm not being a happy girl today ladies. Just depressed. I'll cheer up soon.
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