Still trying to let reality set in. I dont know how.
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July 20th, 2013, 09:27 PM
Join Date: Jun 2009
Thank you so much.
We have begun ttc again but still struggle with wanting her back. I'm so sorry to hear of your loss as well. Its so hard wanting to protect them and not being able to. We have begun to heal a little better but I still have my random moments of breaking down. I can have good days for sometimes a week straight and then something will trigger it and I just lose it all over again.
Bristol was my third child, but my husband's first. He has adopted my children but their dad (my ex husband) is still very involved and poor DH wants a baby so badly.
I'm scared that we will conceive again but have a boy, which of course would still be very very loved but cause a gap and longing for our little girl.
Anyways, thank you for reaching out to me. I hope you and your family find peace and get to have a healthy baby again.
RIP Bristol Grace 10/28/12-11/19/12
You're always in our hearts sweet girl
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