I am four weeks today
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July 22nd, 2013, 05:17 AM
Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: Feb 2013
I am going to be joining this forum now. I had a very early loss in May. I was posting on TTCAL and this past week I got my BFP. Well, I got about a hundred of them. I've been testing since 7 DPO. I got what I thought was an evap at 7DPO, nothing at 8DPO. 9-14DPO my tests have been getting darker, and darker and darker. Today my test line was actually darker than my control line.
I'm having a really hard time relaxing. I am angry because I feel like the joy has been sucked out of this for me. DH wants me to be so, so excited-- and I AM! But I'm also terrified. I feel like I don't have it in me to lose another one and then try again.
Last time as soon as I got a BFP I joined a DDC but this time I think I'm going to cool it. I'm going for bloodwork next Monday to see if the numbers are rising. I'm waiting on a call from the ultrasound department and I'm going to try and book my first around the 6-7 week mark.
So, I'll be around here! I just thought I would introduce myself and say hello!
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