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August 20th, 2013, 10:16 PM
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My SIL's been admitted for an induction. Gel's in... pitocin in the morning. No medical reason.. just tired of being pregnant.

I am literally holding myself together by my fingernails right now. The only reason I haven't just wrapped my arms around myself and sobbed is I'm afraid DH will wake up and walk out and find me crying.

I really thought by the end of her pregnancy the feeling of "that should be MY baby." would go away.. but it has not. So it might take me a few days to pull my head out of the sand and be back to rights. So if my replies sound void and empty.. it's cause my head's not on right.

I leave you with some sad music videos:

I Would Die For That - YouTube

Daughtry - Gone Too Soon (Official) - YouTube
~TTC #1 together 2 years and counting ~

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Matthew&Mark 08/24/2005 9w1d, Mattie Anne 04/07/2008 8w Mel&Dee 01/19/2010 (8 weeks) and 5 chemical pregnancies
Hope 07/22/2012@4w1d, Konnor 11/24/2012@3w6d,"Emmy"1/15/2013@ 3w6d, Ronen 02/10/2013@3w5d, Joy 07/19/2013@3w6d, "Pea" 09/06/2013@ 3w3d

Me: Hashi's, PCOS, Insulin resistant
175mcg Synthyroid, 1500mg Metformin
Colposcopy = CIN1+CIN2 cells Polypectomy - August 21st
Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
Trying a few cycles of clomid and progesterone. FX this is all it takes.
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