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September 8th, 2013, 05:26 AM
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Today is such a scary day for me. Today I'm 10w6d. The day we lost our LO in my last pregnancy. Yesterday I agonized over whether my boobs hurt enough or if I had enough nausea compared to the day before. I checked for bleeding everytime I went to the restroom and in between. I second guessed if the stretching and pulling feeling was really a cramp. My stress level is sky high. I prayed all night that this baby is still with us and begged whoever is listening to let us keep it.

It is also my 40th birthday. DH and DS are throwing me a huge party. Honestly, it holds no joy. I'm terrified of the day.

I'm sorry to lay all this on everyone. It's a very stressful day for me.
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