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September 18th, 2013, 06:39 PM
smc0428 smc0428 is offline
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I totally understand how you feel when it comes to other pregnant women. Its not that you aren't happy for them, it wonderful that they are pregnant with a healthy baby, but for me- It also makes me dwell on the fact that I am not.

Isn't the statistic 1/4 for miscarriage. Well when I had my first loss in April, I can note at least 5 other people who got pregnant the same time and are due the same time I WAS. Its painful to see their facebook pages with their announcements and ultrasounds. I have deleted facebook a couple times just because I really thought I would lose it if one more person posted they were pregnant. Its not that I am not happy for them, I just wish I had ultrasound pictures and was picking out names, and preparing for the birth of my baby in November.

My husband gets angry and says its bad karma that I feel like this. Its not like I have anything but warm wishes for THEM... I just envy them and wish I was still in the same boat
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