Topic: Mama check in
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March 28th, 2014, 06:13 PM
Mrsbowbin Mrsbowbin is offline
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It's rough, in different ways than I thought it would be. The baby part is easy, I trust my instincts with him and we get through things just fine.....It's ME! I have been an independent person as long as I can remember and it's hard to not be working outside the house. It's much harder on our marriage than I imagined, we have had a 2 month case of the bickers about anything and everything. I have had too many post partum health issues to even remember and I feel so out of shape. I'm trying to find a place for taking care of myself in my life and some days its very difficult. I hope to get pregnant before the end of the year, I want the worry about if we can have another baby wiped out of my life forever. But, somehow at the end of the day when my bed feels like a cloud all I can remember is how grateful I am. I am exactly where I prayed I would be for so many years with a partner who always has my back and a little boy who knows I'm his mommy no matter how many people are around.
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