Topic: I'm back!
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January 16th, 2007, 07:20 AM
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No I'm really not sure I'm not. Maybe I'm just in denial but after two losses equaling a loss of four babies and my daughter had a possible vanishing twin, I'm really not in the mood to deal with a pregnancy that will probably lead to another heartbreak. Being in between jobs I can't afford a pg test and I don't have insurance to go to the doctor. I don't think that I am pg though because I don't look pregnant and I've lost weight. By the time I was three months with my first I had an "upholstered" look, with Gemma I had a pretty obvious belly, and with the triplets I had a noticable enough belly that people were commenting arounding the 5 week mark. I don't hide pg well and if I'm far enough along to feel flutters then I'd be far enough along to have some sign on the outside. I think it's all just been wishful thinking. SO and I have been discussing marriage and it's had me wondering whether we're going to have any more children. *sigh* Hopefully I can test after I get a paycheck from this job. It stinks knowing that there's no period coming to tell me I'm not pg. Stupid Mirena!
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Sara, 27, married to Shane, 31, mom to Gemma, 6, and Ashlyn, born 8/7/10







Running for my health and sanity!
PR's: 5k-25:05 (old PR 25:10), 5M-45:03 (old PR - 47:22), 10k - 52:00 (approximate - training), HM-2:25:58 (ran a 2:17:36 during marathon), Full- 4:49:25 (old PR -5:49:40), 50k-7:05:56, 50M-13:31:14, 100k- 18:59:31 (old PR 20:56)
(All of these PR's are going down this season!)

My Pregnancy Chart: http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/1c6297
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