View Single Post
  #6  
February 23rd, 2007, 06:27 AM
*Bobbie*'s Avatar
*Bobbie* *Bobbie* is offline
Platinum Supermommy
Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: Rochester, NY
Posts: 15,851
Friday, 2-23-07, 12w2d, one week and two days since my baby left me

Well, not sure what today will bring. I woke up feeling pretty sad. Now I have to get ready for work. I woke up, held my tummy and told the baby how much I love her even though she is no longer with me. It's sad, but she got to be with God early. I never realized how deep my faith in God really is. I grew up Catholic. I went to Catholic schools. I do not really practice anymore. I think that is going to change when I am ready. I know right now all I would do is cry through mass. We'll see. I just have to believe that there is a reason for this and something good will come out of it.

I wonder if anyone at work thinks it's gross that I am walking around with a dead baby in me? It took me a couple days to come to terms with it. Now it's okay. The baby will leave my body when she is ready.

I say she because I really believe this baby was a girl. I thought that since about week 4. Just a feeling.

This rash itches so bad. I wish it would go away. I will call the Dr when the office opens.

I keep waiting to feel like the m/c is starting. So far no signs of it.

I found out I will be on vacation March 4-11 and April 15-22. I wish we could cruise both weeks, but it looks like April will be the soonest. I could do March 4 if all is well with my body, but Dave can't get that week off

Time to shower and hope the bleeding doesn't start at work.
__________________
Bobbie mom to : Jeremy (22) Amanda (19) Matthew ( 4) and Daniel (3).... RYAN DAVID 1/4/14 8lbs 10oz 20 3/4 inches!!! My miracle happened!
step-mom to: Stephany (23) and Krista (20)
step-grandma to: Wesley (3), Rosemarie (7 months)



On 1/31/12 at exactly 16 weeks pregnant Noah came too soon. He was our 7th loss
If you would like to see pictures of my sweet (but tiny) boy they can be viewed at www.caringbridge.org/visit/noahdarrohn they aren't the easiest pictures to look at but I am willing to share them with anyone who would like to see them <3
On August 2, 2012 we lost Sarah at 17 weeks. She was our 8th loss Her pictures can be viewed at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/sarahdarrohn
There is no known explanation for my losses.

Reply With Quote