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When I was 12, I said I wanted 5 kids and I wanted them to be a year and a half apart, and I wanted to be done by the time I was 30. That was when I thought that if you weren't married by 21 you were an old maid (forgive the naive Mormon girl who was living in Utah at the time), and that pregnancy would be easy. I got married at 22, lost my first one, and have horrible pregnancies. So who knows when I'll be done, or if I'll actually get to 5. Actually, I've been saying 5 for so long I don't know if my family would feel complete with less than that. And I don't think Cora counts in that number right now.
Yes, I hate being pregnant. But that doesn't mean I don't expect never to be pregnant again. Actually, practically all of my time in the past 2 years has been TTC or pregnant, so I don't know what to do with myself right now! lol. Nothing to *plan* for. Maybe that's why I'm thinking about when I'm going to TTC again. Not because it's going to be soon. But because it's habit now. LOL
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