Still feeling like I don't want this baby. . .
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October 30th, 2007, 04:46 PM
Join Date: Oct 2007
Thanks, all, for your kind words. I do know my life has been blessed in many ways and I am thankful for what I have. I also think I'll come around once I meet the baby. Now, he seems more like an idea than a reality. Even though I feel him moving inside me, I can't imagine there's actually a REAL person in there!
Most of all, I just need more time to let go of this dream I had. It's just hard to feel like I finally figured out what I really wanted to do with my life, only to let it slip away. . .This particular dream IS impossible now, unfortunately, and will be in the future as well. But I know I can and will still find fulfillment in other ways. And I hope that, like you, I will soon be able to say, "I can't imagine my life without this baby."
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