Today is a hard day.
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November 3rd, 2007, 12:55 AM
Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: An Aussie living in California
It definitely gets easier as time goes on. It's been 2 months now since I lost Joshua and the only really horrible time recently was my 6 week PP appt. I think abut Joshua regularly every single day, he rarely leaves my thoughts but it's no longer that horrible emptiness anymore. Sometimes it's sadness thinking about how I'd planned for him to be with me for that moment (celebrating Halloween, planning a trip back home), sometimes I feel something like a belly rumble and smile while I remember how active he was while he was in my belly, and other times he's just there on the edge of my thoughts.
This is just another challenge life has thrown at us to deal with. As soon as I deal with my next challenge (my heart surgery), I know we can try again for another baby.
Just focus on the next thing and try to make sure you don't have any periods of sitting at home alone - that's the worst time.
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