Still feeling like I don't want this baby. . .
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November 30th, 2007, 05:35 PM
Mega Super Mommy
Join Date: Mar 2006
I feel your pain.
when i got PG i never wanted my child.! It took me over half my PG to start to feel "ok" about being pregnant. but when i was getting bigger..i hated it. I was like "I dont want to be fat!" after i had her i loved the birth when i held her for the first time was amazing. couldnt believe she was mine.. when she was a few months old i thought seriously looking into adoption. I did that off and on. But i knew i could never do it. I talked to an adoption lady even. But now i look back and so glad i never did. Like sara b said.. i cant imagine my life without her. I was 20 when i had her. And extemly unplanned. I was with her father for 3 years though.
Right now.. i left him..living on my own (again). And i have a wonderful bf that adorables my sweet baby girl!
Everything happens for a reason im a firm believer in it!
Now i look back..and it upsets me that i was not as happpy about my pregnancy. And when ever i 'plan' to have another child.. hope to extremly excited. But it hurts i was soo negitive and unhappy about it..
Take it easy..
Single mommy to the most amazing child in this entire world!
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