aww Val, I am sorry you are worried so much. I would def. talk to your doctor. Your anxiety seems pretty high for some reason. It's ok to worry, but when it is obssessive, that can be a problem. I get like that when my anxiety is super high and there is no stopping it! I worry about the weirdest things!
Hang in there and know that YOU are ok right now. Yes, there are losses here, problems etc.. but that is how our world is and that does not mean you will have any problems. Maybe you should take a day or two off JM and see how you feel. Everyone would understand and miss you, but you have to take care of yourself! Hang in there!
