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February 25th, 2008, 06:09 PM
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Monday, Feb. 25, 5w4d

I had blood work done again today. I will get the number in the morning. I am pretty sure I know it isn't going to be good. I feel a lot of pelvic pressure right now. I am so tempted to go to the ER so I can have one u/s to remember this pregnancy by. I feel like even though the connection to this tiny baby was great I feel empty, like I have been given nothing. I am just so sad that I can't see to keep my babies growing strong. I wonder what is wrong with me that my babies can't thrive. I am just so sad.

I just did another HPT and the line looks a little lighter. Granted it was just an internet cheapie.... it still makes me *know* things aren't going well.

This baby may be a miracle and grow strong.... God I hope so. But I have a feeling miracles aren't in my cards.

I wish tomorrow could be here now. I just want to know if the numbers went up enough or not.

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Bobbie mom to : Jeremy (22) Amanda (19) Matthew ( 4) and Daniel (3).... RYAN DAVID 1/4/14 8lbs 10oz 20 3/4 inches!!! My miracle happened!
step-mom to: Stephany (23) and Krista (20)
step-grandma to: Wesley (3), Rosemarie (7 months)



On 1/31/12 at exactly 16 weeks pregnant Noah came too soon. He was our 7th loss
If you would like to see pictures of my sweet (but tiny) boy they can be viewed at www.caringbridge.org/visit/noahdarrohn they aren't the easiest pictures to look at but I am willing to share them with anyone who would like to see them <3
On August 2, 2012 we lost Sarah at 17 weeks. She was our 8th loss Her pictures can be viewed at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/sarahdarrohn
There is no known explanation for my losses.

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