[Melody]

DH said he really doesnt want to look down there, that my doula and aunt will be holding my legs so he doesnt have to. he wants to be holding my hand and up by my head the whole time. i respect that. i'd rather have him holding my hand then passed out on the floor..lol. but i think out of curiosity, he will take a peak or two. i really dont care about anyone els seeing. i figure, all of these people have seen it a thousand times, and everyone there will probably be female. i do have it in my birth plan that i want a mirror to see what him crowning looks like. and i'll ask my doula if she can take pictures, just so i can see. i would love it if DH would video tape it for me, but i will get the point of view that he's at. maybe he'll buck up and get down there anyway.