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March 18th, 2008, 12:56 PM
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March 18, 2008

It's been awhile since I've come here & "wrote" in my journal. A lot has happened since then. Hayden's first birthday passed & went by so quickly. I hardly had any time to do all the things that I wanted to do on her special day. It definitely wasn't as difficult as I thought it would have been, then again the days leading up to certain dates usually are worse off. I baked a cake for my princess & let balloons go. It was really nice. I just wish my baby could have actually been there to blow out her candles instead of letting the wind blow them out. On February 8th it was one year since our due date. I didn't do anything special except for remember Hayden, like always. It used to comfort me to do things in memory of Hayden & now it's sorta difficult if that makes any sense at all... I usually always make a big deal about the 13th coming (day she was born) & this month I didn't even realize what the date was until I saw it on my cell at 11 pm. It's so weird how thing change. So much time has gone by & I can feel that I have made it far throughout my grieving process. I never thought I would make it here but I did... I still always think of Hayden & miss her so much! I will always love my princess, forever & always.
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