Aw Kari! I'm sorry the suit was a disappointment, that really sucks! BUT you know what? I've found that at the gym, people are less judgmental. I know when I'm in there I'm not looking around thinking all the negative things I assume people are thinking about me. When I see people who are out of shape I'm just so happy and proud that they are in the gym and working on it! I think that most people probably feel that way... no one will have time to judge you b/c they're so busy focusing on themselves, and before you know it the class starts and then definitely no one is focusing on anyone but the instructor. And the PP brought up a great point -- you're in the water so people can't see your body anyway... just bring a nice robe or big towel for when you get out! I think it's great you're going... and the bottom line is... 9 months from now when you're TTC and happy you've accomplished your goals and stuck to it, would you even remember anyone who *might* have judged you way back when?
