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January 13th, 2006, 06:53 PM
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I didn't expect a happy response, but I did NOT expect that!!!!!!!


He didn't say it in anger at least. He just let me know how much he believes in ABORTION! I so could NOT believe what I was hearing! If it wasn't such a serious situation, I would've thought he was KIDDING!

He basically refused to come over, so I ended up telling the father on the telephone. I can understand him being shocked, but when he said THAT, I hung up on him.

He showed up at my door pretty quick and we talked more. He was a little more sensitive, but still just adamant about the fact that he doesn't want the baby.

And yet, he wants to go to the ultrasound with me tomorrow.......?????? It's his right, but I just don't know how good of a support system that will be for ME...you know, ME, the one who's been trying to do everything in my power to make sure that OUR baby IS healthy and wondering every second of every day if I HAVE miscarried???

I just don't know what to think now. I guess there's no point in me worrying until we find out tomorrow if the baby is still okay. But holy hannah am I upset.

As harsh as his statements were, I wish he had stayed, because at least when he was here, he was holding me. It would be nice if he came back tonight. I don't think I'll be doing much sleeping.
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January 13th, 2006, 09:23 PM
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Again, I'm so sorry to hear things didn't go all that well. It's nice to hear though that after he calmed down after you hung up on him, that he was holding you and keeping his cool. I think with time, he'll come around. He doesn't sound like a bad guy at all, so just hang in there. I wrote you a big long email (as per usual!), so I'll keep this brief, so you don't get too sick of me!!
We're thinking of you sweetie! I have complete faith that things will turn out ok for you guys!

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January 14th, 2006, 11:48 AM
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The ultrasound showed an empty uterus...so I did miscarry. He took me for tea after and we cleared the air. I obviously still need to grieve, but I think he and I are okay now. Although he still refuses to let anyone into his life.
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January 16th, 2006, 09:36 PM
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I'm sorry you miscarried I guess it just wasn't the right time for you to carry a child yet. Hopefully you guys will work things out and then when the time is right you will conceive again and everything will be great. Good luck with everything and good luck with any future pregnancies!
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January 17th, 2006, 11:28 AM
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As harsh as this sounds, please don't take it in the wrong way.

I'm sorry that you had a m/c and I know what you are going through. I remember looking at an empty kidney bean with my first m/c. It was heartbreaking and it still haunts me...though the feelings get less and less intense as the years pass by.

In the same sense, though...this was meant to be. It sounded like you were going to have a bunch of problems from the begining so this may have been a small blessing in disguise.

I always asked myself "why did this m/c happen to me"....it was easy to get jealous of those beautiful babies that I saw with parents who didn't care, or didn't deserve, their beautiful child. As I got older and wiser, I learned that things happen for a reason and it's always in your (my) best interest, though I may not see it at that moment.

Now that you have gotten a "taste" of how he'll react, I would think twice about continuing a relationship with this man if you plan to have children in the future. Maybe he's not ready now but will be in the future....maybe he is ready but was just in shock. I would have to at least evaluate what has happened over the past few weeks and seriously consider what you want for you and your future babies.
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January 17th, 2006, 04:20 PM
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I know. I know I'm being stupid wanting to be with him. It's so backwards, really. And yet I can't help the way I feel.

I'm so alone right now, too, and that just is NOT helping.

I shouldn't be the one worrying if he'll ever sleep with ME again...he should be the one worrying about me never speaking to him again! So why can't I just DO that?? Just kick him to the curb?? Why? Probably because I just had his baby growing inside of me.

I know I'm rationalizing, but it WAS his INITIAL response.

I'm just such a mess right now. I'm angry at everything and just want to punch the wall and cry. I'm sorry if it feels like I'm lashing out at your responses, it's just really hard to have people telling me that I should forget about him, like I can just shut my heart off. Pretty much the only friend I have left to talk to about this said the same thing to me just hours ago.

Like I said, I know I'm being stupid, but my feelings haven't caught up to that rationalization. I'm sure I'll eventually give up on the false hope that he will come around. But right now I don't feel like I have anything else to hold on to.
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January 17th, 2006, 04:26 PM
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I agree with the others. There are much better men out there. This guy sounds like a total Jerk. You should not be worrying about if he'll sleep with you again, you should stand proud and kick him to the curb. There are good men out there.
I hope you feel better soon. Im sorry you lost the baby.
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January 17th, 2006, 05:37 PM
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bcmomma...I went thru a very similar experience...I'm sorry I'm jumping in here...i have never posted in this forum before but I saw your post and I had to reply...my name is Norina. I had 2 m/c's last year...I went thru a major depression, my b/f broke up with me and for all intensive purposes was a jerk. I couldn't let go of him...and it was because I had his babies inside me at one time...it was a connection that could never be severed. I got pg again recently from him and his inital response was "what do you want me to say"...needless to say we had an arguement, I was crying, hung up on him the works...he invited me to breakfast the next day and was a bit more empathetic. It's been two weeks and he's coming around more and more...as for him I know he's trying to be somewhat distance himself because getting attached and losing it would be too hurtful for him. It may sound like excuses but it's true. Some men just can't handle emotional issues...
Anyway I wanted to let you know I am VERY sorry for your loss. not sure if you've been over to the pg loss board but I would highly recommend it. The women there are WONDERFUL and you will find so much support...beyond what you can imagine. Also I am available my pm if you need someone to talk to.
I feel for you...
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