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January 13th, 2010, 12:04 AM
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Tomorrow evening is the viewing, where I will see Kip one last time, kiss him goodbye and sing him the song I always sang to put him to sleep. Thursday afternoon is the funeral. I am coping well I believe. I took a week off of school but I've done all the homework and turned it in, along with a not from my doctor explaining the situation. I've been trying to talk to people about this, but it's too hard to say the words, so I'm doing a lot of writing. Eden has been sleeping in bed with my mother because I still cry myself to sleep, and wake up screaming and crying in the night. It scares her and it's not fair to her to see her mommy like that, no matter how much I want her next to me. I have no appetite but I eat what I can without making myself sick. The stress has given me vomiting, diarrhea (TMI, sorry) panic attacks and insomnia, so I've been put on anti-depressants and 10mg of Valium four times a day. I've been given a lot of grief over this, because people think I'm being stupid, but as of May-ish my Lupron treatments will be over, and they are not working, so this means have a baby, have surgery every year or have a hysterectomy. So, I've decided to TTC via a known donor and give the baby a name in honor of Kip. I just wanted you all to know that I'm so grateful for your support, and keep you updated and let you know I'm doing okay.
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January 13th, 2010, 06:08 AM
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I am so very sorry for your loss. I am not aware of the history but your message really made me stop and think. Thank you for sharing your grief, it is raw and so very beautiful. You have touched me and that is the best way to keep your sons memory alive. G-d Bless you and may you heal and have only blessings in the future
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January 13th, 2010, 08:06 AM
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I am so very sorry for your loss. I am not aware of the history but your message really made me stop and think. Thank you for sharing your grief, it is raw and so very beautiful. You have touched me and that is the best way to keep your sons memory alive. G-d Bless you and may you heal and have only blessings in the future
Oh, Kip wasn't my son. That would be creepy. He was the love of my life. Though that did make me smile for the first time in a while, thank you Ima. :hugs:
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January 13th, 2010, 10:57 AM
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You are not being stupid!!!! I an promise you that. Losing a friend or family member is very sad but losing someone you love like that is totally different. Most people are blessed enough to not have gone through that yet. If they had they would understand.
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