I'm sorry

Your doctor is doing the right thing by doing a lap, and lots of ladies are able to conceive with endo soon after a lap. It only took me a few days to recover after both of mine, and you'll be surprised how much better you'll feel! I didn't realize how crumby I felt until I didn't feel crumby anymore. Endometriosis is not an infertility sentence, and many women with endo end up having as many children as they want.
DH and I have been TTC#1 since July. My tubes are all clear, but since I've had multiple surgeries on my left ovary, it's not working quite up to par, so we knew it may take me extra time to conceive.