I feel broken

rlh27 · #1 February 8th, 2012, 11:19 AM

I keep getting BFNs this month (aside from evaps and my imaginary lines), and I just feel broken. After my last lap, they did an hsg and my tubes are open, and my chart shows ovulation each month. What is wrong with me? Why can't I get pregnant? My doctor said I'd need to wait until at least November for more testing, since we've already done all the usual tests and nothing is "wrong" besides endo. I don't understand. Why can't my body do what it was made to do? I'm just so discouraged right now

And on top of that, my cramps have been TERRIBLE and AF isn't even here. It's going to be a doosey this month

Cait&AngelAbove · #2 February 8th, 2012, 02:18 PM

I am so sorry Lucy! I pray that you will have a healthy bean growing before November. What kind of testing did they do before? I hope the cramps are a bean snuggling in!

Mod-kerian · #3 February 9th, 2012, 09:45 AM

aw lucy, i am sorry hon. (((hugs)))
remember its not over till the witch arrives!

there is still hope. i had cramps with both my bfp's.

K.A.T · #4 February 9th, 2012, 10:45 AM

I'm so sorry Lucy. Major hugs honey.

rlh27 · #5 February 9th, 2012, 04:20 PM

Thanks, girls. I did have a faint "something" this morning. I hope it gets darker... but I really think AF will be here tomorrow right on time

I'm dreading it.

Cait&AngelAbove · #6 February 10th, 2012, 08:11 AM

I hope you get a nice dark line and that AF stays away!!!

Tracy87 · #7 February 10th, 2012, 09:37 PM

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. The not knowing what is wrong is the worst part. I'm not sure how long you've been trying, but since this doctor won't see you until November is there somewhere else you can go? Can you go straight to an RE? Or do you have to be "referred"? I would definitely get a second opinion if you don't feel comfortable with what the first doctor has to say.