It's kicking in....

*Bobbie* · #1 April 6th, 2008, 04:36 PM

I suddenly feel this deep desire to have a baby. Before it was just a "it'll happen when it happens" feeling. It has now become this deep need for a baby.

It scares me because I don't know if that will happen and all along I have said it would be okay if it never did. I would get over it eventually. Now I am not so sure.

I have never wanted something so bad and it worries me. What if it doesn't happen? How will I ever feel complete? I want to cry... but know that won't solve anything. I just have to have a talk with my eggs! I need to get this show on the road

HMMMM what to try next? Maybe I will have sex in the closet again. It worked last time!

mom 2 haley & tyler · #2 April 6th, 2008, 04:54 PM

Bobbie, I so hope the dr can help you find out what is causing all the m/c. I hope and pray that you get your baby soon.

You have been through so much and you deserve it! Now, go get in that closet! LMAO

Danica · #3 April 6th, 2008, 05:11 PM

I hate those moments. It is like you think you have your life in control and everything figured out and then a desire to have a baby takes over. It's all you can think about and dream about. That happened to me when I turned 24. Travis thought I was crazy (even more than now

) I wish I could give you answers. I guess for now the best I can do is give you

and BABY

PS, I agree... Go get in that closet! Oh, and I still think this is your month. I will be stalking your chart in a couple weeks

Mum2three · #4 April 6th, 2008, 07:07 PM

Bobbie, i pray for you and Dave every night. Hoping that you two will be blessed with a Baby. and you know what sweetie, apparently you were sent to a good dr that is willing to give you the answers you have been looking for. I just hope that the tests all come back and the dr is going to tell you whats going on! Im rooting for you! Get in that closet and have some FUN!! you and dave both need some FUN!!! Now get to it!!!

I really hope this is your month!!! i really do!!!

Melanie0507 · #5 April 6th, 2008, 07:12 PM

Bobbie

I understand what you are saying. I, too, have always been of the opinion that *it will happen when it's supposed to happen*, but I definitely have those days that I want it to happen Yesterday!!!

Just know that you are going to be holding your baby in your arms soon, and stay strong!!