Update on me...heartbroken

*becky* · #1 April 16th, 2008, 06:27 PM

Well...I started spotting today...I'm only 12dpo and normally have a 16 day luteal phase...so I am very confused. Just now I went to the bathroom and the spotting is definately more than just spotting. It's AF I'm sure of it...its bright red and seems to be more of a flow now.

I'm heartbroken. So much for a 2008 baby. If we would have know we were going to have infertility/miscarriage issues, we would have started trying a heck of alot sooner. I know that it is all in God's hands, but right now I'm in a state of shock and disbelief...so I'm not feeling so hopeful.
I'll probably be better in a few days.

The first thing I'm going to do is buy a new BBT that is specifically for TTC. Then tomorrow I'm going to call my midwife and get my script for Femara.

This cycle was so out of whack I shouldn't be so surprised I guess...I'm just tired and sad and my brain is just foggy.

I might be lurking more than posting for awhile just so I can get my ducks in a row and not be suck a gloomy gus on here.

Thanks for reading this...and for everyone's thoughts and prayers. It means ALOT to me.

..Jessica.. · #2 April 16th, 2008, 06:33 PM

I'm so sorry Becky!!!

I hope it's IB!!!!!

Danica · #3 April 16th, 2008, 06:33 PM

Oh hun, I'm sorry

I think you've got a good plan and I bet that the Femara will do the trick. big HUGS. I'll be sending you good thoughts and prayers.

~*Sam*~ · #4 April 16th, 2008, 06:39 PM

I'm so sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Try to stay positive dear, KUP!

Melanie0507 · #5 April 16th, 2008, 06:54 PM

Becky

I am so sorry the

showed...I definitely understand your frustration and pain. I hope the BBT and the Femara together do the trick and you get your BFP next month!!

jennntj13 · #6 April 16th, 2008, 07:03 PM

I'm sorry AF came... Keep your head up!

*Bobbie* · #7 April 16th, 2008, 07:31 PM

Becky.... I am sorry hon!

I have been TTC for 7 years now and it still breaks my heart every time AF shows. I think for me finding a new thing to try every cycle helps. It gives me something to focus on. Like 8 glasses of water, Vitamin E, baby aspirin, BD every other day, BD every day...etc.

You can post "grumpy guss" posts all you want. That's what we are here for...the good AND the bad.

Love ya girl!