[Augie]

I just realized that I should be celebrating Mother's Day this year with Dominic. Don't get me wrong, I never, EVER stop thinking about my angels. But I just never put two and two together. I miss my babies and I really REALLY don't know how I'm going to celebrate with my mom and mother-in-law this year without crying. (My mother-in-law doesn't even know I was pregnant.)

Sorry...Didn't mean to bring anyone down...I just happened to be looking through a sale ad that we got in the mail for Mother's Day.

[Mum2three]

Awww sweetie, its ok. thats what we are all here for. Im really sorry to hear about your loss. I wish WE never had to go through it.


BIG

[ShannonMVT]

I'm so sorry hun. I know how you feel, I was supposed to have Thomas in my arms by Mother's Day.

Honestly I think I'm just going to hide out at home for the day. I'll call my mom and send a card but I don't really want to have to spend the day with her or my MIL.

[Augie]

Unfortunately, I'm not sure I'll have the choice to stay home. My MIL will probably some sort of dinner...At least my mom will understand if I get upset. Sadly, it'll probably get her crying too. (She miscarried in 87 and lost my brother [at 2 days old] in 86.)

BTW, after posting I started bawling pretty hard and DF come over, wrapped his arm around me, and just held me. It was sweet.

[Danica]

Hun, you're not bringing anyone down. It is a sad thing to deal with and a lot of these holidays bring up the dreams that we had taken away. Heck, I sometimes see vans and the new crossovers and I get sad thinking, I should have bought a new car by now because that was always the "plan". So much for plans... We are here for you. big HUGS