[Banned-ZoesMom]

Anyone remember when I said I was finished TTC and that I was just going to ask my OB for a hysterectomy? Well, I had a plan behind that, I will admit. For some reason, whenever I say something, the exact opposite happens, so my plan behind saying that was to say that I'm done, not trying again finito..and then to get my BFP, and it worked!!

So, I want a boy. I keep telling myself this baby is a girl, at least one, in the hopes that I see a little dingaling one day on an ultrasound.

Sometimes however, in bad situations, it doesn't work, which is why I will not tell myself that on the next ultrasound, I won't see anything. When it comes to things like that, I have to say I will see it. So, I will see at least one baby either tonight or on Friday. If my dream has any indication on what an ultrasound might show, I will see two. My dream last night was of me going for my next ultrasound and see two babies with two beating hearts.

Anyway, my theory is, if it's a positive outcome, say the exact opposite. eg. you want to be pregnant. Say it's not going to happen, you give up, etc, and it happens.

Am I being stupid?

[..Jessica..]

Nope, your theory definitely makes sense!

When DH and I were just messing around with eachother, last May, I didn't want to get pregnant. And I did.