I just want a baby

..Jessica.. · #1 April 30th, 2008, 11:53 AM

My previous posts and replies don't show how I'm feeling right now.

I feel very weird, I've missed more and more pills this month, had spotting last week starting temping on Sunday. I check my cervix every morning, and throughout the day several times. I know the possibility of conception this cycle is very slim because of the pills, but I can't help but wonder if we caught the egg on Friday. My supposed O date.

I'm just longing to start my family, I want to be pregnant, I want to see my and watch my tummy grow.

Why do I have to wait?

Madison.N.Hailey'sMom · #2 April 30th, 2008, 11:57 AM

Aww I'm so sorry Jessica, I know a few girls that got pg while on the pill so there could still be a chance to see that BFP this month. lots of

coming your way.

jennntj13 · #3 April 30th, 2008, 11:57 AM

I honestly don't know hun... I can't explain it, but I hope you get your BFP soon!

Frozendesire · #4 April 30th, 2008, 12:09 PM

What pill are you on?

Jessica, your not alone. I'm so ready to have my family grow. I hope you get your BFP really soon!

Brittanie · #5 April 30th, 2008, 01:11 PM

Oh, honey, I know how you feel. I felt that way most between Cora and Erin, when I had to wait for physical reasons, but I also feel that way now.

I can't imagine how much it would have hurt to have to wait so long after my loss, without another baby to occupy my time.

It'll happen. It will.

mom 2 haley & tyler · #6 April 30th, 2008, 01:11 PM

Jess, I hope you get a BFP really soon. How much longer on the pill do you have? I actually got pg on the pill when I was 25, but sadly I m/c then too. I hope you get a sticky bean very soon.

Eleysia · #7 April 30th, 2008, 01:16 PM

Awe Jess

I just dont know what to say honey. I really want this for you......I hope today is just a downer day and tomorrow you are able to pick yourself up (with help from us as well

).

HippyMomOf4 · #8 April 30th, 2008, 04:38 PM

Oh hun i'm sorry your feeling this way

I to feel this way a lot. Its possiable to get pregnant on the pill i did with my first pregnancy before Isis which sadly ended in loss also. Good luck girl i hope you get your BFP soon!

..Jessica.. · #9 April 30th, 2008, 04:49 PM

I think the pill is the reason behind my miscarriage with Quinn. Even though, it's stated that the pill doesn't harm a fetus. I don't believe that.

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What pill are you on?

Jessica, your not alone. I'm so ready to have my family grow. I hope you get your BFP really soon![/b]

I'm on Alesse, and have been since I was like 15.

HippyMomOf4 · #10 April 30th, 2008, 05:12 PM

My pill made me miss periods and i didn't even know i was pregnant till i went in for a normal pap, they told me i was about 9 weeks, i had taken my pill the whole time so i think thats why. I stopped right when i found out but i feel like thats what caused my loss as well. I lost the baby at almost 11 weeks. After hearing the heart beat and seeing the baby.

jademyst13 · #11 April 30th, 2008, 05:54 PM

I'm sorry hun.

If you are going to TTC once you run out of packs maybe you should just stop them early. Then not really TTC but not TTA either. Then it will give your body a little chance to get the BC out of your system. Just a thought

Melanie0507 · #12 April 30th, 2008, 05:54 PM

Jessica

I am sorry you are having a rough day

Does Dwayne know how many packs of pills you have left? Would he suspect anything if a couple packs *magically disappeared*?? ("Honestly honey, I thought I had 4 packs left, but now there's only 1"!!!!!

)

Hope tomorrow is a better day!

Frozendesire · #13 April 30th, 2008, 06:03 PM

Ooooh I got pregnant while on Alesse, let's just say I have a horrible time at remembering a pill every day. It is possible!

I now have Curtis. I had a healthy, very easy pregnancy and a very happy and healthy baby boy. No harm done!

I did go off the pill for a full cycle and then went back on it, had break thru bleeding and found out I was m/c. So I think the pill had alot to do with that. I had an AF before I went back on.. so I have no idea what happened. He said the lining wasn't thick enough to hold the baby? The pill thins the lining of the uterus so maybe that's how it happened. Since I had went off the pill didn't do it's job at stopping me from ovulating or fertilizing the egg.. or whatever!

Either way, I do have a very healthy baby boy who was conceived while on Alesse 28

haha.

..Jessica.. · #14 April 30th, 2008, 06:07 PM

To be honest, I don't think he has a clue as to how many packs are left. There are SO MANY empty ones lying around our room, it's not even funny. I can't seem to throw them out!!!

Denise, I'm so sorry that that happened to you!!! I definitely think continuing to take the pill has something to do with miscarrying. I just wish the articles I've read online had actual people writing them and not just scientists and doctors.

Jenn, I was thinking about stopping them early. To give my body time to get over them and get them out of my system. I lurk all the time looking at charts on FF, searching strictly for "After Birth Control Pills" and a lot of the women conceive 1-2 cycles after the pill was stopped. I hope that's the case for me.

Brittanie · #15 April 30th, 2008, 06:15 PM

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Jenn, I was thinking about stopping them early. To give my body time to get over them and get them out of my system. I lurk all the time looking at charts on FF, searching strictly for "After Birth Control Pills" and a lot of the women conceive 1-2 cycles after the pill was stopped. I hope that's the case for me. [/b]

Ooooh, do it!!