[ShannonMVT]

I'll probably just wait for AF to show, she should be here by Monday. Then I'll have my CD 3 testing done and see how that looks. I think everything will come back normal though. Which I almost wish it wouldn't because then I could have a REASON for why I'm not pregnant.

It just sucks. I really wanted to be pregnant because of Mother's Day. And stupid Dh didn't even understand why. I told him because that way I could be a mother again, or at least a mother-to-be again on Mother's Day and not just...nothing.

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm so sorry Shannon! I truly hate this for you, because I do know how you feel. I still hope she won't show. What kind of testing are they doing on cd3?

[ShannonMVT]

Let's see...LH, FSH, estrogen?, umm...she rattled off maybe a couple other hormones and then a thyroid test.

My thyroid was normal duing my pg but she said we could check it again.

She said the tests could verify that I am ovulating. I'm guessing it could also tell if I had something like PCOS but I really, really doubt I have that.

[Eleysia]

Shannon Im sorry that you got another BFN, i really hope that the tests help out.

Yuo were, and still are a mommy!!! It breaks my heart that you dont feel that way. You carried a baby, and I believe that every woman on this board deservs to celebrate mothers day!!!

[jademyst13]

Honey you are not a nothing! You are still a mommy

It's still early, but if AF does show then I hope the tests will help shed some light on what's going on

[MarykatSC]

Hopefully your tests will help pinpoint the problem. I had to go through all of that stuff too. Don't get down on yourself, you are a mommy

[ShannonMVT]

I feel like I am a mommy too on most days, it just breaks my heart that no one else sees it that way (except for you wonderful ladies). I know Dh won't see it that way, and neither will others in the family. I should be holding a brand new baby in my arms this Mother's Day and having everyone tell me what a great mom I am. But instead the day will not be anything special to me, except in my own heart.

I always thought I'd be pg again by now and it's so unbelievably painful that I'm not.

[Brittanie]

Oh honey, this is just breaking my heart. I'm so VERY sorry that it's turning out this way! I wish I could just snap my fingers and give it to you.


I know what you mean about Mother's Day. I've felt that way the past two. Cora's due date was on Mother's Day that year, so to suddenly not BE a mommy was painful. And then last year I was even pregnant again, but again, I felt like it didn't really apply to me. It's hard, it really is. It'll be weird to me this year.

[.x~KAT~x.]

Im sorry

[Melanie0507]

Shannon

[steph&dam]

Shannon Im sorry that you got another BFN, i really hope that the tests help out.

Yuo were, and still are a mommy!!! It breaks my heart that you dont feel that way. You carried a baby, and I believe that every woman on this board deservs to celebrate mothers day!!![/b]

I agree, you are a Mommie!!