[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I woke up this morning feeling majorly down in the dumps. I guess I'm stressing myself out too much. I'm 11dpo today and still BFN. I'll see how tomorrow goes. I just don't have "good feelings" about this cycle for some reason. We did everything right, but it just seems like ttcal is never gonna end.

I'm sitting her patiently waiting until 1:30 for my dh doctor to call with the blood and CT scan results on his liver and spleen. I'm hoping all is okay, but I'm really worried!

I just want to sit here and cry for some reason! In a few days, it will be 9 long months since I lost my bean. The edd already passed and I hoped it would get easier. It hasn't though. It seems to get harder. Maybe I should just take a break......................................I don't know if I can though. I would still obsess! I just want another baby

Sorry for the vent ladies, but thanks for listening!!

[katiegirl]

Michelle, don't every apoligize for venting! That is what we are here for.
I am so sorry you are having a rough day, I think we all still go through a rollercoaster of emotions on occasion.

If you ever need someone to talk to please don't hesitate to PM me.

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Thanks Katie! I may need to do that before this day is over.

[Pitridge]

I'm sorry you are going throught such a hard time right now.

I hope you get the results soon and that everything is ok. KUP

Katie is right we all go through this emotions on occasion, I haven been going through them for the last couple of days. There is nothing for you to appologize for, we are here for you.

[Madison.N.Hailey'sMom]

I'm am sorry that today is such a hard day. I hope you guys get some good news about Dh's results. I know how hard the TTC process is and it sucks everything that we have to go through for another baby. I wish it was so much easyer on everyone. We are all here for you and you will always have a shoulder to cry on. We you girl.

[Bakin8th]

I am so sorry your dealing with such stress today.

[Melanie0507]

Michelle

I am sorry you are having such a crummy day I had a couple of those a couple weeks ago and it really does help to cry and get it all out! But don't give up girl! You will get your sticky bean soon, I KNOW it!!

I also hope dh's test results came back okay! Please KUP

[lynie07]

Michelle l'm sorry you are going through this

l am praying that dh test come back ok!!

[Eleysia]

Michelle, first off i love you girl!! Im serious please dont be down in the dumps about a 11dpo bfn. thats what i got! and a 12dpo and a 13dpo bfn. 16dpo bfp. so please dont count yourself out yet. i wish i could be there to give you a huge hug!!!

I really hope that dh's test comes back normal, im sure it will. please kup !!

[ShannonMVT]

Aww Michelle, I know exactly how you feel. As far as TTC goes, it HAS gotten harder and harder. Because each month you get a BFN it just gets more difficult to be optimistic and it starts to feel like it is never going to happen. But I just have to believe that it will, for you and me both girl. We both got pregnant before and I don't know WHY it hasn't happened again for both of us, but it just has to sooner or later, somehow or another!
In the meantime I know it stinks. Trust me. I have a lot of down days.
Don't give up though. I am taking a break from charting this month but I'll still be checking CP, OPKs.

I hope your Dh's tests come back okay. Let as know as soon as you know. I'll pray that it is nothing or something totally easy to fix and that you get answers soon.

PM me anytime.

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. We're here for you so don't ever feel sorry for reaching out, venting or not. I know exactly how you feel. You are so right, sometimes it's not easy and gets harder. It took us nearly 2 years to conceive after losing our bean and we just never thought it would happen for us.

It will happen for you hun and it's not over for this cycle, I still have hope for this one!!!

Keeping you and your hubby in my heart and prayers for your bfp and his test results.

[katiegirl]

Michelle, just wanted to check in on you.

Hope you are having a better day today!!!

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Thank you all ladies! Well, I tested again and a BFN, but my temp is still up there. So....wait and see. The dr finally called about dh test results and everything checked out fine. He had blood work and a CT scan. He's been having this bad pain under his ribcage and they thought it could be his spleen, but it's not. So, they think the pain must just be from a pulled muscle or something. Thanks for all the t&p. I love you all.

[katiegirl]

Maybe he pulled a muscle with all the BDing you have been doing B)
I'm just kidding I hope he starts feeling better.