[Alison81]

Nevermind

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm sorry! I don't know what to say. Just wanted to give you I lost my baby in August of last year and every month af shows it gets harder and harder. I just keep trying to believe that it will happen. I have many bad days. I hope you will get a BFP soon.

I felt the same as you after my loss. Every period was just a reminder. Not only of the feeling the day I lost the baby but the feeling of "Right now I should be 2 months pregnant" or whatever month. My husband would be upset when I told him I started but only because we couldn't have sex for a few days. That bothered me. He didn't understand why I was so upset. I had to explain it to him what I had to remember each time I had my period and how it reminded that I wasn't pregnant anymore. It's not fair and I hope the hurt goes away for you soon! I know these message boards have really helped me!!

[Proudmommyof3]

hugs to you. I cant even get my af to start to ttc again so I know how you feel. I feel like my body is a failure...

[jennntj13]

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I think that ttcal is one of the hardest things that I have ever had to do. You experience emotions that people who have never had a m/c feel and I think that it is totally normal. I'm sorry that you are going through this and I hope your is right around the corner!

[Eleysia]

Big Im so sorry anyone ever has to go through this at all. I know that this forum and these women helped me through my toughest days. Also doing the TTCAL journal helped me. I really hope that you get your healthy, and sticky bean soon.

[.x~KAT~x.]

I am so sorry you feel so down. I am still bleeding from my ectopic which reminds me constantly of my loss, id be near 11 weeks now and probably getting a bump and the EED of my first ectopic is fast approaching Instead im just bleeding and feeling depressed .....TTC is suppose to be a magical and exciting time but for some of us it is just an emotional nightmare.

I absolutely understand your feelings and i know its hard but try and remain positive sweetie because your BFP will be here soon, im sure of it xxxx

[Alison81]

Nevermind!

[mamamudd]

I have felt the same after both of my losses. Hope you get your BFP soon

[Melanie0507]

Alison

I totally understand, and unfortuntely each month that passes seems to get just a little bit harder But these girls are great and can make you feel tons better on the worst of days!

I am glad you are here and I look forward to getting to know you!

[Pound]

=( i hope you figure out what's going on w/ your lp. and get a bfp soon. ttc sucks sometimes.

[ShannonMVT]

I'm sorry Alison. It really does seem to only get harder with each month that goes by without getting pregnant.