[mommy jenn]

so yesturday 9dpo i started spotting... i was so mad coz its to early for af to be throwing her weight around so i pulled up my pants went back to my desk and called the gynae... i have an appointment on monday... i thought that i should get tested for progesterone or something but a short lp is just not on when you ttc.

so anyway i checked a few hours later when i went to the loo and there was no spotting... so i thought.... here we go AF playing games with me as usual!!
went home no spotting, went to bed, no spotting so i thought just incase i will use some NPC to try and lengthen my lp. then i woke up at 6am took my temp, which was still high as usual and decided for the fun of it i will POAS.... went to the loo... POAS walked out the bathroom knowing the result would be a bfn..... went back and there it was my bfp... i was shocked... i wasnt happy like i would like to be coz i though... oh God what was the spotting then. so i carried on with my thing and when it was time to get dressed i thought i would check to see if there was any spotting... true to your uncle bob i was spotting!!!!! brown!!!!! i freaked!!! the first think i thought was Oh God not again!!! why a chemical now!!! so before i left for work i checked again, some red.... damit!! i should not have tested i would never have known if i didnt test....

and the whole day at work i spotted... first in the morning it was a orangy colour and then it went brow and stayed brown.... i am now at home and the spotting is super minimal but this is what happens with af. i spot and then it goes completely and the the next day shes here with avengance.... i slapped on the progest cream this morning... if i could i think i would have swam in the bottle!!! im so petrified this is a mc!! a chemical!!!

i still have my appointment on monday and i am just going to have to wait!!! how the hell am i going to do that!!!! what if the spotting is bad tomorrow? what if i start to bleed? what if what if what if!!!

im scared ladies!!!! this is not cool!!

[jennntj13]

Oh, that is scary... I hope that everything is ok... Big

What was the line like in the bfp, was it light? Maybe take another one or call the doctor and see if maybe they can see you earlier than that.

KUP! You are in my t & p!

[mommy jenn]

it was faint but it was a sure bfp!!! it was pink and looked just like my last bfp

[*Bobbie*]

BIG deep breath. Hon... right this very moment you are pregnant CONGRATS! Enjoy it and think positive If you can't we all will for you

GROW BABY GROW

I know it's hard, but spotting can be very normal. Put your feet up and try to take it easy. Update us when you find out more okay?

Sticky to you!

[Wee3monkeys]

Oh, Hun!!! I'm sorry!! Like Bobbie said though, Yay, you're pregnant! Think positive thoughts (or try to).

I don't know what else to tell you, other than I'm sorry. I hope the spotting doesn't increase!! It is possible that it's just spotting, not all spotting means m/c. Unfortunately, so early, the only thing you can do is wait and see (which sucks majorly, and now you want to hit me, huh ) I'm sorry!! I wish there was something I could do or say to help! Hang in there and KUP!

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I would test again and call the dr to see if they can see you earlier. I hope the spotting stops and you get good news at the dr appt. You are pg!!! Woohoo! Sticky vibes coming your way. KUP

[Madison.N.Hailey'sMom]

I agree with the girls take a deep breath and try to relax the best you can. The day I got my BFP I started spotting that night and felt just like you do and the whole next day I spotted. I called and spoke to my doctor and she said that it was most likely IB because it was brown. She said that it can be brown and sometimes pink or red but if its not a lot and there is no cramping that everything should be fine. I know that it is very scary in the beginning expecally with a past m/c but try and relax and keep your feet up. KUP on what the doctor says

[Eleysia]

BIG Take a deep breath hun. Im sure it is just IB. youre 10dpo and thats the right time to be having this type of spotting. Im sure everything is just fine. Youll go to your apt and everything will be great.

[katiegirl]

Jenn, I'm going to have to agree with everyone else.
Just take it easy for now until you get the the Dr.
Are they unable to squeeze you in tomorrow?

Yeah, Congrats!!! Your pregnant!!!

[.x~KAT~x.]

IMO this has to be just IB!! CONGRATS!!!!! try to relax and dont stress, im sure this is it for you 9dpo is perfect IB time GOOD LUCK KUP!!!!

[mommy jenn]

thanx ladies!!

the spotting has slowed down right to almost nothing... i did a #2 just now and there was a bit of pink mixed with clear cm... but that was it... so its been really really little since about 2:30 pm today but this is how my mc happend, it was one spot the one day... the next it was for the whole day and then stopped at night, the next day it was heavier for the whole day and through the night and then it just poured the next day.

im going to test again tomorrow and see if i get a line,

the doc cant see me earlier he is in another area tomorrow very far from his normal offices he goes to do the rural areas. so monday is it... im using my progest cream and gonna take my vits and just get through this.

its in Gods hands, he knows what i want and i guess we will see what he gives me.

keep praying!!

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I will continue to pray for you. KUP If you need anything, we are here for you.

[*Bobbie*]

I will be praying for you girl!

[lynie07]

aww l know exactly how you are feeling right now as
l'm have the same problem too at the moment it's only
a dot of brownish for me today,we just have to try and
stay positive together

[Bakin8th]

((hugs)) I understand your fear. Try and relax . I am praying for you!

[Pound]

it's hard not knowing and being scared. hope everything is good and your bfp stays that way!

[mommy jenn]

Hi ladies
Well I’m not sure where I lie now... coz the spotting started this morning like I said it would and yes it has gone from brown to pink.... it always does after i do a #2!! I know thats 2 much info but im baffled by this!!! Anyway, so no doubt it will be red tonight and I will be flowing tomorrow. I can’t believe this is happening again!!! Why is this happening??? This cant be normal. I don’t even know if I want to have children if this is going to happen all the time!! Its heart breaking!!! Thanx for your prayers ladies. I really do appreciate them.

[katiegirl]

Jenn you need a big hug!
Please don't close the door on ever having kids so quickly.
Try to stay positive.

[mamamudd]

A double dose of sticky dust, you are in my prayers

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Please KUP. We are here for you Jenn