[mistiedawn]

i have felt like i had the flu since monday: coughing, sneezing, LOTS of congestion, lethargic, headache...and as of last night sore boobs. very low grade fever. this is how is ALL started last time. so i took a test this morning, and its a VERY faint positive. 10dpo. but they are cheapies from ebay so im going to test again later. im soooo scared because i had the shot and it was only last month. that and dh is going to FREAK. we are not in the best place financially right now. in fact, im sitting outside with my laptop pilfering the wi fi off my mother, because we cant pay the bill!!!!!
omg! thats why i havent been able to keep up with you ladies and its driving me NUTS! hopefully i will get to do that soon. i feel like ive lost my best friends.
i guess im just writing this because i cant tell anyone else. im scared to tell dh and i have no friends that im close to. if this is for real, which im still not certain, then the due date will be almost exactly my dd's bday. february 2nd=dd february 5th=dd bday
they would be 11 years apart! man im old!!!
anyways, thanks for listening once again. im sorry ive been out of pocket, its not intentional, hopefully we can get our sh*t straight soon.
i wish i hadnt quit my job! i feel like such a loser...

[jennntj13]

Good Luck hun! When are you going to take a test? I hope it is that

And we don't think you are a loser...

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I hope things work out for you honey! You are not a loser. Maybe the baby would be fine. I would test again and then call the dr. I'll be praying for you. We are still here for you.