[madmum_sarah]

i hate it too!
on the one hand im so happy to see happy people getting pregnant when its so deserved but it seems whenever i have joined a forum and got to know and like the girls there they end up pregnant and leave and im left behind with people i dont know.
i was called a good luck charm on one forum and much as i liked it i hated losing the people i had become so close to.
please girls promise me you wont leave me! im not even trying right now but the thought of losing you lot scares the life out of me (mark keeps telling me i need to get a real life but hey, this is real to me cos i love you all like family!)
i want to be here to support mark and sort my health out but boy i want to join you all in that DDC and spend 9 months and beyond with you for the right reasons!

sorry im a bit emotional today. mark is home and staying with me this weekend and its reminded me of how much i miss him being here and being a family
xxx

[Eleysia]

Sarah,


Big I love you so much, and i could never leave you!!!!!! You know how i feel, and please know i cant leave TTCAL. Ive grown way too attached to so many of the ladies here, and it is nice to have friends, even if they live in my computer.

I know that youll get your baby soon, espically with putting all of your stuff aside to help Mark, good things come back around. Youll be in a DDc very son hunny.

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm still here with you Sarah. Even if I get my bfp this cycle, I won't be leaving TTCAL either. I love all you girls too much!

[Alison81]

((((HUGS)))) I am new, but I also know what you mean about everyone leaving and being in DDC's. But one day you'll be there, and you will make friendships with the newer people who come in. I know I will probably be around for awhile. It seems to take a year or more for me to get pregnant after a loss, so I've got awhile to go!

[Pitridge]

Sarah, I understand what you are saying Just to let you know I'm still here, I know I haven't post much or been around for that long, but I'm here and as far as I know, I'm not leaving anytime soon.

[ShannonMVT]

I know how you feel, it can make me sad when people leave. I know I'll still post here once I get my BFP.

[Wee3monkeys]

I don't know. I'm scared to leave you ladies that I know, and am familiar with, but.... there seems to have been some drama going on that I'm not aware of. I don't plan on leaving, but I think I'll watch what I post more closely. KWIM?

[madmum_sarah]

oh i know there has been some drama here recently but to be honest, if i see a post that has/will have drama on it i dont reply at all. i know that can seem like im sitting on the fence sometimes but its more the fact i love seeing updates from pregnant ladies, seeing their sucess gives me hope and the fact they have been here (some for a very long time) i hate seeing friction.
at the end of the day i love everyone here, ive never had a problem (ok maybe its cos i avoid conflict) but im just the kind of person who although i speak my mind, i want everyone happy.
there are some who need more attention than others and yes, there are some who people often wonder if its real stories to get attention or lies but i feel if people are lying to get it then in some ways, they are more needy.

blah im rambling now. mark playing the xbox while we wait for the boys' dad to come. just cant wait to get snuggled up into bed with my sweetheart and hope when i get back everything has calmed down again.
love you girls to bits and im so glad you dont plan on leaving me here even when you have your bfps (id stalk you anyway but thats beside the point totally )
xx

[Brittanie]

Oh honey, I know what you mean!! I'm not TTC right now either, and I feel like by the time I DO get to TTC, everybody here will be off in their own DDCs. *sigh*


But, I'll be here for a while, waiting for a bit, just like you.

[.x~KAT~x.]

i totally get how you feel sarah

but you know im not going any where fast and im sure youl be in a ddc before my 3mw is over

Keep yer chin up itl be your turn to make us all jealous soon!!

[Brittney06]

I understand how you feel, I don't really say much about all the drama I am really trying to stick around in here but everyday it gets harder and harder and sometimes i feel rude for even being in here and then sometimes all the stuff that is said just makes me so mad. I really don't want to leave here and am hoping it settles down in here soon! Hopefully something can get resolved soon! Anyways no worries you will be getting your bfp soon!