MARK says you all smell like poopy doo!
dont worry, that just his way of showing affection. he says it to the kids all the time and then they play fight!
he told me last night that much as he says "get a real life" to me he really likes the fact i have made friends on here who i feel i can talk to about the baby and anything else.
we had a really good chat last night and i told him i couldnt wait forever for him to decide what he wants and also that i didnt really feel like i fitted in anywhere apart from here anymore because im not a "single mum" but everywhere else is full of happy couples living together. the reply i got....
well you shouldnt be on single mums cos you are not single. i love you to bits

i said yes but you told me you didnt know if you wanted to be with me and nothing has changed and got....
that was 2 months ago and a lot has changed, we have both changed. im starting to get help and you have become more confident and open and i want to make you as happy as life will allow us

im happy right now and although i know there is still stuff needs sorting i also know we can get through this and now hes talking about me stopping the pill again and leaving it to nature
girls i dont know what i would have done without you. had i still been bottling things up about my baby i wouldnt have been able to speak my mind and be the person i am today.
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thank you all sooooooo much 
</span><div align=\'left\'><span style="color:#000000">you really have improved my life so much and i wish i could find a way of repaying you all.
god bless all of you with sticky beans soon.
xxxx
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