[Del4]

So.... here's the test from today, BARELY darker than the other one, but I will say it was urine from like 3am because I woke up to horrible stomach cramps -- went to bed at 11:30pm. Whatever, I am so over it right now. Tried to go in to get a pee test this morning at Planned Parenthood, but they don't allow kids in the place anymore so I had to have DH come to wait with Rei in the car but he had to get to work and we waited for like 45 minutes, then gave up. I was so mad!! And the girl there was a b*tch and rolled her eyes and was like "Well, it's a walk in. Of course you're going to have to wait." And I was like "You've got to be f'n kidding me, it shouldn't take this long to pee in a ###### cup!"

Grr, I was hot.

Anyway, so that's that. I am thinking I may try to test again at home tomorrow morning and then if that's a positive (darker maybe) then I'll just pay the 50 bucks and get a ###### blood test. If it comes up positive, then Medi-Cal should cover the cost, but if it comes up negative, I will have to pay and that's the only reason we haven't done that yet. I hate not having insurance!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and btw, did anyone else know you're not supposed to start BCP's until your have your first NORMAL period after a m/c??? Well the ######s at Planned Parenthood didn't tell me that crap. They just said, start as soon as possible. They were only thinking of me not putting yet another unwanted (they think, not me) child on this Earth. I am so mad. How could they not tell me to wait until my body regulates itself?? I'm so frustrated. I hate the healthcare system and the only place I can go is just worried about keeping pregnancy from happening at all, not about anything else. I've never had a bad experience with PP before, but the one I'm dealing with is really starting to make me angry.

Okay, I will stop venting, but that's what's going on. Here's the pics... no big difference IMO

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm sorry you're having a bad time. People can be so rude. I'm sorry you had to go through that. The test look the same to me. I still see the line though. G/L

[madmum_sarah]

i would say 2 is darker! i know im tired but im pretty sure of that. i dont even have to squint to see thats a bfp hun.
i really hope you can get things sorted soon so you can start enjoying this preganancy
as for the pp, im glad i just get to see my loac doc when i need to. i would have totally flipped with that!
xx

[~DaemonMykailasMum~]

50 $ FOR A BLOOD TEST?!?!?!? Wut in tha *** Im sorry.. Ive never heard that before? Maybe jus where I live.. I duno.. But I guarentee if you are getting bfps on hpt pee tests you will get a BFP on a blood test.. So, Id go get it.. If insurance is guna cover it.. Goodl uck girl, Im so sorry you had to deal with that, I got d!nked around with the pharmicists, nurses, etc when I was getting BFP after BFP at home, and their tests were coming out neg.. and they were all treating me like crap.. So, I kinda know how ya feel there.. Anyhoo! Go get that blood tests, I know it will be positive.. Good luck girl, Keep us posted!
xoxoxox

[jademyst13]

I'm sorry you had such a rough day. I agree you should get a positive on a blood test so then it won't cost you right?

[jennntj13]

So sorry things aren't going as well as planned, but I do see a line in the pics... it does look darker, so maybe you just haven't waited long enough. It can take 48-72 hours to double... maybe give it another day or two! Big