I just want to cry......

MountainMomma · #1 May 28th, 2008, 10:22 PM

...and I don't even know why. I just feel like crying!

I've been this way all night. We were watching baseball earlier and I just started bawling for now reason. "There's no crying in baseball!" I mean, seriously, who cries at a stinkin baseball game? My team was even winning! DH thinks I've lost my mind, and honestly, I suspect he might be right. I've finally cracked!

princesskate · #2 May 29th, 2008, 12:36 AM

awwww

im very emotional at the moment too and find myself crying at asilly things x

.x~KAT~x. · #3 May 29th, 2008, 12:39 AM

Dont cry

Im emotional also, sometimes TTC is just too hard

princesskate · #4 May 29th, 2008, 12:41 AM

im finding this wait very hard, i cry all the time when i see people have got BFP's, but not because im not happy for them, coz i think 'that could be me if i wasnt on this stupid 3mw'

madmum_sarah · #5 May 29th, 2008, 01:56 AM

im sorry you are emaotional hun. i think life can sometimes just get the better of us. even when all seems to be going well its an emotional time and if you add ttc into the equation then there will be days when you just want to cry. i know there is for me so you are certainly not alone or losing your mind!
hope you feel better soon hun and can smile again
xxx

mom 2 haley & tyler · #6 May 29th, 2008, 05:31 AM

I totally agree with what Sarah said. I hope you feel better soon

MountainMomma · #7 May 29th, 2008, 06:03 AM

Thanks ladies. I think I just got my hopes up too high early in this cycle, and now that I'm coming back down to reality I just wonder why I really thought this cycle would be any different than every other one in the past 26 months. It gets kind of depressing when I think about how long we've been TTC.

I saw a woman post a BFP yesterday on another board, and while I'm happy for her......This is the 2nd one since I started trying, and I'm still stuck on the TTC boards! (Not that I'll ever leave TTCAL! Ya'll are stuck with me!)

madmum_sarah · #8 May 29th, 2008, 06:08 AM

im glad we will be stuck with you cos looks like ttcal is going to be stuck with a lot of us

i know what you mean about seeing bfps from the same person more than once. i was the same last time i actually tried. i was trying for 3 yrs with nothing, one drunken night with my mate and i have dd!

it was always hard seeing bfps but ones from the same person made it a lot harder.
i promise you hun, i wont do that to you

and you will get your sticky bean soon

xxx