I feel like giving up...

princesskate · #1 June 5th, 2008, 03:42 PM

I havnt even started ttc yet and i feel like giving up all my hopes of having another baby. I dont know why, i just sense that this is going to be a long hard journey. I havnt ttc before so i havnt got a clue what to expect, my other pregnancies were unplanned you see.

I feel really down about it all. and im so scared of getting preg again and having to go through another loss - i cant do it again. Been there 4 times already and its heartbreaking knowing that theres nothing you can do to protect your baby

This wasnt bothering me before really, but the closer to the end of the 3 month wait i get the more i think about it, the more it bothers me, and the more im sat in tears

I saw my friends baby today, shes less than a week old. and i cried. The poor little thing was drenched from my tears. I felt like that ill never get to have another of my own

sorry for having a moan ladies...just wanted to get that off my chest x

Pitridge · #2 June 5th, 2008, 03:57 PM

I'm sorry you are feeling this way, tons of

for you.
To be very honest with you, the road back TTC is a bumpy one, there are a lot of ups and downs, but somehow you get up and keep going until you have that baby in your arms. I guess that's what keeps me going, knowing that one day all the heartache will be worth it, when I have my baby in my arms.

~DaemonMykailasMum~ · #3 June 5th, 2008, 04:28 PM

Im so sorry you are feelin down... Im not ttc yet either, I have yet to wait for the ugly witch herself!

I hope that you dont have a long ttc journey, and that it is Short and you ahve a Wonderful sticky pregnancy..

You will be inmy thoughts girl... xoxoxoox

KDD · #4 June 5th, 2008, 05:42 PM

jennntj13 · #5 June 5th, 2008, 08:30 PM

This is one of the most difficult processes that i have ever had to go through... I am very sorry that you have had to go through it and the way you are feeling is pretty natural. Just keep your head up! Big

lynie07 · #6 June 5th, 2008, 09:10 PM

l'm so sorry you are feeling this way

.x~KAT~x. · #7 June 6th, 2008, 12:54 AM

im sorry sweetie, TTc really sucks when you want a baby soooo bad

im right there with ya hun! Next pregnancy will be fine, im sure of it

BUT if its not then you know that we will be here to help you through

mom 2 haley & tyler · #8 June 6th, 2008, 05:36 AM

TTCAL is the hardest thing. I was truly about ready to give up this month. I hope when your wait is over you get a sticky bean soon.

We are here for you!

madmum_sarah · #9 June 6th, 2008, 08:09 AM

sweetheart. i know just how you feel but your time will come soon and when it does we will all be there to congratulate you.
love you girlie
xxx

Wee3monkeys · #10 June 6th, 2008, 09:31 AM

I'm sorry your feeling down!!

It's completely understandable! TTC is hard, emotionally, physically, financially, etc. But.... it will be worth it when you are holding YOUR baby in your arms and wetting it w/ tears of happiness.

Eleysia · #11 June 6th, 2008, 09:48 AM

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Sorry youre worried, but i know youll have another healthy baby of your own. It just takes time, and youd be completly insane if you wernt worried!!! Its totally normal to feel this way, but please know that if you want another child, it makes no sense to give up. Were here for you along the whole way

HavensMomma · #12 June 6th, 2008, 10:23 AM

princesskate · #13 June 6th, 2008, 10:25 AM

Thanks girls! You are all so lovely, i wanna cry after reading all these replies! I am feeling a tad better about things today

Alison81 · #14 June 6th, 2008, 10:05 PM

(((((HUGS)))))) I've felt exactly like you, and I completely understand. I cry when I see babies, because I feel like I'll never have one of my own again, like it's this miracle, and those that have babies are the luckiest people in the world! You don't realize what a miracle it is until you don't have one, or have difficulties. All I know is, I am sure one day you will have a healthy baby to hold in your arms, I think most of us here will.