think im out

madmum_sarah · #1 June 7th, 2008, 03:27 AM

well after me "not building my hopes up" i think im out this cycle

i really wanted to join that ddc with you lot but im bloated and in totally agony with my endo pains. i have a horrid feeling im not going to get the birthday present i really wanted but a visit from my aunt instead!
grrrrrr someone distract her please!! i really want to prove that stupid doc wrong!
xxx
ETA. nothing is going right niow. just had a call to say the kids "nana" cant take them tomorrow as she normally does and will just come through for an hour at 1-2 right when we had my birthday meal planned, was going to be just me and mark

i cant even say hey, il just have a nice family meal out cos shes taking them at lunch time but wont have time to feed them so will just have to have a snack beofre they come! this is going to be some birthday!

can i curl up in a corner and cry now please?
xx

katiegirl · #2 June 7th, 2008, 04:43 AM

Sarah - sorry your birthday is not going to go the way you had originally planned.

Don't worry - I have a feeling I'm out for this month as well (nothing concrete, just a feeling)

Alison81 · #3 June 7th, 2008, 06:14 AM

((((HUGS))))) I feel your pain, for my birthday I spent it alone, well, AF came to visit. Wishing you good thoughts for next month!

KDD · #4 June 7th, 2008, 08:05 AM

I'm sorry Sarah. Let's all think positive thoughts for those of us that missed the Feb DDC so we will make the March DDC - we will rock that joint!

dojodiva · #5 June 7th, 2008, 08:23 AM

((HUGS)) I'm sorry. I hope something happy occurs on your birthday so you can enjoy the day...maybe your kiddos will surprise you. ((HUGS))

Pitridge · #6 June 7th, 2008, 09:59 AM

I'm sorry hun..I wish there was something I could do. I"ll take the kids all day so that you and Mark can spend time alone.
Don't think you are out this month, I was very boated this time and I thought fore sure af was coming, but got a Bfp instead, so there is still hope. Luv ya girl!

Eleysia · #7 June 7th, 2008, 10:12 AM

Sarah im sorry that things arent going well. You still have so much to be greatful for though, and i do know for a fact that you will prove that horrid doctor wrong. I hope that your kids being there turns out to be a blessing in disguise, and they say or do something that absolutly makes your day. i love you girl, and i hope monday goes well for you!!

HavensMomma · #8 June 7th, 2008, 10:26 AM

I hope you have a wonderful birthday, im still hoping you get your BFP!

madmum_sarah · #9 June 7th, 2008, 11:25 AM

thanks girls.
well i decided to do something i enjoy today for my birthday, i surprised the kids and took us all out for a meal tonight

it was lovely and when i was paying the waitress commented on what well behaved children i had and how polite. sadie even said thank you for my tea and juice as we left bless her.
all the kids are smiling and thats enough for me!

we are off to snuggle up and watch spiderwick chronicles to give a nice end to a plesant evening

i can and will make the best of every situation

love you girls
xxx

princesskate · #10 June 7th, 2008, 02:58 PM

awww im glad you had a good night. And theres still hope for a BFP - its not over till AF arrives hun!! xxx

Eleysia · #11 June 7th, 2008, 07:34 PM

Awsome news hunny!!! So glad, and see... we told ya so. What little angles you have

im glad that they were there to make you happy, and you were able to do the same for them. Youre such an awsome mommy and woman. We love you Sarah!

ChattyAshley · #12 June 7th, 2008, 08:11 PM

Mum2three · #13 June 8th, 2008, 07:09 AM

Awe Sarah!! HUGE HUGS!!!! Your not out till the witch shows up..Im praying she doesnt show up for you.

jennntj13 · #14 June 8th, 2008, 03:37 PM

Big

I hope that things really turn around and give you a great belated birthday surprise!

madmum_sarah · #15 June 9th, 2008, 12:48 AM

im scared!
i tested this morning and while it was wet there was a bfp! but as it dried it went again.
i havent been having these this cycle but i did get this a few days before i got my bfp with my angel. i should be a little excited at least but im not, im scared sill cos even if it does get darker and stay, whats to say the baby will?

thanks for the love ans support girls
xxx

mamamudd · #16 June 9th, 2008, 01:00 AM

*hugs* I have a feeling this is going to be your cycle. Glad to hear you had such a good birthday, and happy belated birthday.

madmum_sarah · #17 June 9th, 2008, 01:27 AM

thanks melissa. its actually my birthday today but my son was going away so we celebrated early.
i dont even know if i should test again this cycle or just wait for the bleeding to start cos i know in my heart it will

xxx

princesskate · #18 June 9th, 2008, 02:19 AM

dont give up hun! Its not over till af shows up and she hasnt so far has she. chin up girl, or ill come get you with the trout

madmum_sarah · #19 June 9th, 2008, 02:39 AM

thanks hun i needed a laugh. you know im gonna be watchin out for trouts when i come see you now dont you! lol
nope af hasnt shown yet. normally between last night and tommorow morning (ish) so we will see. i have had a couple of 18day lp but they were suspected chemicals so i dont want that again! if it was 18day then it would be wednesday :cinfused:
xxxx