I wasn't even planning on getting on JM tonight. The last 8 hours have been exhausting.
I got a phone call from my mom earlier today telling me that a friend of mine from high school had died.
I am completely heartbroken. I have never had anyone close to me die before. And even though we hadn't really kept in touch all that well over the years, I still have so many good memories with my friend and it's hard to believe he's gone.
So all day I've been calling and emailing and myspacing and blogging, getting in touch with old friends. I was just about to turn off the computer and go crawl into bed, then I thought SHOOT, I just HAVE TO get on JM!! I JUST HAVE TO!!!
So I did. And I'm so glad I did.
The first thing I see are these frantic posts, "Where's Ashley?? OMG! Where is she?! Yesterday was her u/s!!!"
The sad thing is, I didn't have a u/s yesterday. I don't know where you girls got that idea. My u/s isn't until next week, June 19th. Sorry to lead you on and keep you waiting!!
But I'm all teary-eyed because in some strange way I just feel so loved in here. I feel like you girls are all my friends and you really and truly care about me. And I really needed that today, kwim?
So thank you all for being so amazing. I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!
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Tears in my eyes. xposted from PAL
That's so sad!!! 
Now don't forget that!
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