[Madison.N.Hailey'sMom]

I dont know if you guys have heard of that show on discover health called deliver me. Its really good. Well I tape every episode and watched last nights today. There was a woman on there that was pg but had had two m/c in the past and was now around 35 weeks. She talked about how she thought there was something wrong with her and that she wasnt ment to have kids because of the m/c and how she has worryed this whole pg because she is so afraid of having another loss. I was the whole time because that is exactly how I've been feeling. The only thing was she has Gestational diabietes (sp) with this pg and so far I dont that I know of. I felt so bad for her but at the same time could relate totally. I guess it just brought back a lot of memories from my past and it tore at my heart. They havent shown her give birth yet, next week they will but I am so happy that she is having a healthy baby and thats all I can hope for Madison. I'm sorry I'm being such a sap. I've been having a few of those days lately because Madison hasnt been moving much maybe once or twice a day compaired to the ton she was doing before so I'm in the worryed state again. I think I am going to wear out my doppler. Thankx for letting me cry and listening me to whine.

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

Oh Angie! Madison is fine in there. I'm sorry you are so down. Please let me know if you need anything at all.

[tracalyn]

I love Deliver Me, it's one of my fav shows. I'm sure Madison is fine. Maybe she's just been napping, growing takes a lot of work you know

[Alison81]

(((((HUGS)))))) When I see things like that, it makes me cry too, because I also relate. Especially to the whole, feeling like you're not meant to have kids, I still feel that way at times even though I have a DD. I think TTC and having a loss again just brings back all those doubts I had about myself and being a mom.

And I am sure Madison is doing fine in there. I used to push on DD to get her to move when I started to worry, she was a lazy baby, and not a big mover. And I didn't feel consistent movements until I was around 24 weeks. Here's some more (((((HUGS)))))

[Brittanie]

Oh man, Erin did that same thing to me and it drove me CRAZY! There was one day, I had an appointment that afternoon, that I hadn't felt her move ALL DAY. I was so scared, but decided to just wait until my appointment. While I was sitting in the waiting room she got the hiccups. And when I got back to the exam room, I told my Dr. about it, and when he checked her hb, she started kicking the doppler! So, she was fine. But I can totally understand how you're feeling right now.


I know that show brought back a lot, but I hope it gives you some hope too.

[princesskate]

[..Jessica..]

Oh Angie!!!!

Madison is doing beautifully well inside her mommy's womb! You have nothing to worry about, although, I know we ALL understand what you're going through.

girl!!!!!

[keekopeeko]

Any of those shows make me cry... esspecially the ones where the women have had previous losses...

And ive given up on not ever being worried about this baby... Just yesterday i was laying out in the sun for a while and then i didnt feel the baby move for a bit and i thought for sure i had over heated the baby and no matter how much i poked at my tummy the baby didnt move... But about 20 minutes later i felt the squigling start up again... I was just flipping out during the babies snooze time..

at 20 weeks its still normal to have a day go by with out feeling anything.. the movements dont get regular until 24 weeks... My baby had a lazy day a couple days ago where i only felt a few kicks all day...

~Em

[tparum]

i watch those and cry like a baby all threw out them.