[princesskate]

I havnt even been TTC this month and already i seem like im going crazy. I fond myself obsessing over my chart and seeing if anyone elses looks like mine and ended in a BFP.

I wake up and the very first thing i do is reach for the thermometer, before all this the first thing i would do is give Mark a cuddle. I am obsessed with peeing on things too. Although i am sick of getting little skinny faint lines followed by bfn's. I was hoping ttc would be fun as we could BD more often but its not. I am hating it already and i feel like not bothering

Does anyone else feel like this ?

[madmum_sarah]

yep and have done every month hun
even when im not ttc i still temp religiously
its a hard habit to break so there is no point in trying.
you will get your bfp soon babe.
xx

[Eleysia]

Congratulations!!! Youre officially a TTCAL girl!!!!!!!!!!!!! Admittance is the first step to recovery

im not trying to downplay your sadness about the frustration, im just trying to help yu see that it can be fun. Temping, bding, and charting are all very time consuming things to do, buuuuuut you can still make it fun. For example.... lets say you bd the entire week youre o'ing right? Why not pick a different place to DTD for each day to spice it up? you could even leave little racey notes for DH to find in his pocket, or an email to get him ready for the bedroom tango when he gets home. Just dont tell him it is all for pro-creation and youll be golden. Or instead of reaching for the thermometer and not cuddling, do them both. Who is to say it cant be enjoyable? for gods sakes it isnt a chore youre having SEX!!! and trying to have another baby. It is all what you make of it just make it fun and it will be.