[amy2008]

Hi Ladies,
I just need to vent a bit. My last pregnancy was a tubal and I had a lap to remove the tissue and tube June 13. My beta was at 25 the next week. Just last week I went in for another blood draw and my level was 1. I am "patiently" waiting for AF to show up. I am going on vacation 7/24 and, in order to do an IUI this month, AF needs to show no later than Tuesday. After the 25 result, the nurse said I should expect AF in a couple weeks...but so far nothing. And I can't even trust myself to actually see PMS symptoms - who knows if I really see them or just see what I want???

It is so frustrating. While pregnant, I desperately pray for no hint of pink when I go to the restroom. Now I am desperate to see something. ARRGGHH! I am trying to become a single mom using shots of repronex and donor sperm, so it's not like I would still have a shot at attempting this month.

This is just such a roller-coaster. I know it will be worth it if I can actually deliver a healthy baby, but sometimes this journey just drains me completely.

[britneyt]

I'm so sorry. I experenced the ectopic and lap surgery as well
Try not to stress too much, as that sometimes keeps her away! Have a glass of wine and a nice hot bath and relax. I hope AF shows up for you tomorrow!!

[Melanie0507]

Oh, that would be frustrating...I hope she shows soon!!

[jennntj13]

Big TTC is a very hard process, much more difficult than i ever expected. I hope that you get your iui soon!

[princesskate]

Im so sorry, I had an ovarian ectopic in March but i had the methotrxate rather than the surgery. I hope the shows up for you soon x

[.x~KAT~x.]

hugs sweetie, i too am an ectopic surviver so i know your pain.....i had methatrexate not surgery, but my first AF was 6 weeks after my injection...which was 4 weeks after my levels were 0.....i hope the Old witch will arrive for you soon xx