I was really excited about my new plan and the new vitamin/supplement regimen. I was feeling really hopeful that in a month or so I'd have a BFP. Then I looked at the calendar. I didn't realize it's the 7th. My cycle started on 7/7/07 exactly one year ago and resulted in a BFP. Two days after that BFP on August 7th, I miscarried. I am now feeling overwhelmed and wondering if I even want to try this cycle or just skip it all together. If I skip it, I won't have another baby until I'm at least 29. I know that's not old, but when you want 3 kids, and it's taking more than 2.5 years to conceive this one......I feel like I am running out of time. I'm just so freaking confused and stressed out. My cycle starting on the same day as the one last year really messes with my head and my emotions too.

I just had to get that off my chest.