[madmum_sarah]

i am trying to get on and reply when i can but everything is mad this week!
the boys' dad arrives tomorrow night and i leave to take ewan home on friday night so im trying to make the most of every moment with them all.
we have been out doing so many things including to watch a group called the chipolatas who do street theatre (we have been 4 times in the last 2 days because they were so funny) and today we bought their dvd because sadie was so upset that today was their last day. yesterday we watched when it was raining and today it was so hot i had to run to the shop to get more sun cream and sun hats while we were out! i tell you though, it was fantastic to see all my kids laughing and smiling
oh and "silly" me was so interested in getting my kids covered and everyone elses who was expecting rain that i totally forgot to put cream on myself!
thankfully its only on my arms and face but OUCH!
anyway, im 12 dpo today, temp still rising but i tested (bad sarah) and got a bfn this morning.
i am pleased because we are not trying but also pretty upset because my chart has followed the same pattern as my bfps and well, im sure i dont need to explain
im getting some cramping just now, almost like O pains and my back is killing me but nothing else so i guess she will show on time (if not before) as im due on sunday.
mark and i have had a chat and when i get back next week il talk to MY doctor about where to go from here as really i dont want the injections as we all know that means il be looking at 2009 before i get my bfp! i really wanted a may baby but il be happy with any that god is willing to give me.
sensible but broody sarah is back. im not as strong as i would like to be but somehow, from somewhere this week, my strength has gone back up a bit which im really pleased about.
got this has turned into a very long post (kids are finally in bed) so im going to go and have a cooling bath before bed.
i love you girls loads and will be back on properly next week
xxx
oh, mark is staying over from tomorrow until sunday so there will be no evening posts from me
xxx

[katiegirl]

Glad to hear that you great last couple days!
You deserve it!

[mom 2 haley & tyler]

I'm so glad you are feeling better honey. Enjoy your kids. We love you!

[..Jessica..]

I'm glad you're enjoying your time away from us! I hope AF doesn't show this cycle girl!

[~*Nessy*~]

I hope you enjoy your week and get to spend lots of time with everyone.

[madmum_sarah]

thanks girls
jessica, you are not supposed to be saying you hope af doesnt show! im not trying remember
not that i would complain but i dont think its going to happen anyway
i am loving the time with the kids and looking forward to mark being here too but it doesnt stop me missing each and every one of you
xxx

[Eleysia]

Could have SWORN that I left a response here! Grr. Sarah, Im glad that life is somewhat hectic for you, itll keep your mind occupied for the time being. You dont need to be sitting there worrying love. I miss you when youre gone, but im glad that your children and Mark are keeping you busy.

[madmum_sarah]

thanks eleysia love
i really miss being here but having ewan here reminds me how much i want another baby. i totally love being surrounded by children!
it has kept me busy and my mind occupied but it has also made me think a lot more about where to go from here with ttc.
xxx