I went in for my b/w this morning around 7:30. I just called them about 15 minutes ago to find out what's going on because DH has to go to work this afternoon. The secretary came back on the line and said the RE said there WON'T be an insemination this afternoon and that someone would call me later this afternoon. I don't understand it. I even bought some Answer OPKs and tested last nite also getting a positive.
I really feel like I'm broken, nothing is going to fix me and this is never going to happen.
The RE's office just called me back finally. I had my LH surge but my estradol level didn't change much so they are saying there wasn't a mature follicle to release any eggies. So, back to Clomid next cycle and more OPKs. Nice to spend almost $900 on nothing. And yes I am REALLY feeling like this isn't going to happen. I know it's my first cycle TTC after losing Kairi and it takes time, but this hurts like hell. WHY do we keep putting ourselves through this kind of pain?