My job is really hard work, in the hospital we have to move people, roll people, help people stand up, and rush around like a crazy person. You only get 45 mins break and there is no chance of even going to the bathroom whilst you working. Im just so freaked that im gonna be thinking im bleeding all day tommorrow and even worse im worried that i might actually start bleeding tommorrow. I work from 7am till 3pm sat and sun and its like an 8 hour work out

I honestly feel like packing it in, but i would regret it if i lost this baby anyway, and DH would kick my butt! I just dunno what to do tommorrow
as soon as weve had a scan and everything is confirmed as normal, i will pack it in anyway....its just the not knowing part
all week i have been so careful with everything i do....i just cant face this, i just wanna relax and let my baby stick in