[Del4]

I'm frustrated, to say the least. AF should be here today and she's not. I always get it first thing in the morning (upon waking). I'm waiting and hoping she'll show tonight or tomorrow. My m/c was in MARCH!!! My body should NOT still be acting up! I haven't been on birth control since April! It's August, there's no way that it's still affecting me, right? And the worst part is, that AF isn't the only thing screwing with me. I have tons of "symptoms," but I am positive I'm not pregnant (Okay, 90% sure) and I just wish my body would stop messing with me! We aren't TTC, I don't really want to be pregnant right now (if I were of course we would embrace it and be happy), but I guess I am more upset that I never know what's going on with me because things are so screwy.

My hips hurt, my lower back hurts, I've been getting dizzy spells for 2 weeks, hot flashes, nausea, migraines, mild cramping for 2 weeks, moodiness, tons of CM, etc, etc, etc!!! Typical things that would signify pregnancy, but like I said I do not think I am pregnant. Where is AF and how come my body is playing tricks on me??? To be honest, it's not even so much that I don't want to be pregnant right now, it's more that my body is so messed up, I'm scared that my body would be unable to sustain a pregnancy.

I want to go back to normal.

If you read this whole rant, thanks. I know no one can say anything to make things better...I just needed to be pissy for a minute. Vent over.

[babyd28734]

Im so sorry that your body is acting upi and not doing what it should.
Have you taken a pregnancy test? those do sound like pregnancy symtoms but they might not be.
I will keep you in my t&p that things straighten out for you soon
Hugs

[IAMommy]

Our bodies can be sooo frustrating at times!!!!! I'm sorry your's is acting up!! I agree with Dana though. You should take a test. It's better to know and start folic ASAP if needed, if you are not already.

I hope everyting gets back on track soon!

[HippyMomOf4]

I would say test just to rule out pregnancy! I hope AF shows up for you soon, and its just a day late or something

[Del4]

Oh girls... if only a test would answer my questions. But alas, they do not. I keep getting positives. Have since February. Haven't been pregnant obviously (cept for the m/c) so I can't even trust those. DH told me I'm not allowed to buy tests anymore because we're just wasting money- - we know what they're going to say. So.... I made a deal and said no more Answer, Dollar Store, FRER or any of the other tests sold in the store EXCEPT Fact Plus (because for whatever reason those seem to work properly for me). I'm waiting for a 3 pack of them to arrive that I bought off Ebay for like 6 bucks (shipping included ) because I can't find them in the stores around me.

So...that's got a lot to do with my frustration. I didn't say anything about that in this rant because I didn't want to get told 40 times to go to the doc. I want to, trust me, but right now I'm waiting to get insurance coverage and if it turns out to be something not so good, well it's likely the insurance will choose not to cover me. So.. I have to wait and wonder till I have insurance.

Have I whined enough for today? lol

[IAMommy]

I'm sorry you are going through this, that would be Very frustrating! I hope you get insurance soon so that you can figure out what is going on. KUP on your FAct Plus results whenever you get them!!

[Del4]

I'm sorry you are going through this, that would be Very frustrating! I hope you get insurance soon so that you can figure out what is going on. KUP on your FAct Plus results whenever you get them!![/b]

No need! Although I'll probably still take one just to be safe, but AF showed up last night!!!! I was dancing a jig lol!! It's lighter than normal and I'm not cramping which is weird, but I'll take it!!! It wasn't a week early and it wasn't a week late. Woo.

Thanks ladies.

[IAMommy]

I'm so glad she showed!!!!!!! Yeah for normal cycles!!! I hope your body stays on track now on!

[tracalyn]

Glad the witch finally showed!