[jenn27]

Well ladies, after all that worrying about my chart, I think this cycle is about over. One of two things is going to happen......Either AF is on it's way or I ovulated later than FF says and I am having Implantation spotting. I was getting ready to take a shower and I went to the bathroom and ther was just a little hint of pink CM on the TP. It wasn't much but I was cramping a little earlier but it has stopped now but I think AF is on her way. Oh well....I guess I am out for a May and June baby. I was hoping this would be the month but if AF shows in the next couple days, we will have to stop TTC for a couple months. I have my procedures scheduled for September 12 (the D&C with hysterscopy and the diagnostic laparascopy.) I was really hoping for a BFP so I wouldn't even have to go through with the procedure. Now, I will have to wait probably until October to start ttc again and that really sucks. I wanted a summer baby so that I could be at home with the kids while they were out of school. Plus a due date of septemer through november is going to be kind of hard. I will take what I can get but DH works 7 days a week 12-18 hours a day for almost 3 months. It would be kind of hard to have a baby during time. I'm just soooo frustrated. I wonder sometimes why I keep putting myself through this. I am sorry for the vent ladies. I know that each and every one of you know how I'm feeling because you all have been there yourselves. I just can't believe we have been ttc for a year now and still have no baby or even a baby belly. Ok. I am going to stop now. I know it's been long. Just having a pity party for myself I suppose. Thanks ladies for listening. Ya'll are all sooo wonderful. I hope everyone has a wonderful night.

[Melanie0507]

Jennifer

I just finished responding to your other post. I really was thinking that this was your month! I am still holding out hope for you until the shows in full force.

[..Jessica..]

I still think this is your cycle, Jen! Your chart is so perfect.

It's not over!!!!

[Enchanted Mumma]

It's not over till AF is here...hang in there!

Fingers Crossed!!

[Jessica!]

Your chart looks promising still.

STAY AWAY AF!!!!!!!!

[MusicalJulia]

I'm so sorry
BUT, like everyone has said.. it's SO not over til "she" is very much here.
My fingers are crossed! (toes, too!)

[madmum_sarah]

stay away witch
im still praying this is it for you sweety
xx

[tracalyn]

I hope she stays away.

[jenn27]

Thanks ladies. THis morning my temp is still up and there has been no more spotting since last night but i still feel kind of crampy this morning. Its not bad, but it is there. ANway. Just wanted to update a little. If AF is going to show, I wish she would already. It's just a waiting game just like it always is. I hope everyone has a great day.

[~Laurie~]

I really hope AF stays away! I cramped all through my first trimester, so it may not be AF. (HUGS)

[AliciaF]

I had 3 days of light spotting when I conceived my first so it's still possible, even with spotting!

Good luck!

[Eleysia]

I think that your pg. I think it explains the long emotional post, i think it explains all of it. I so wish that you would test, i think it would brighten your mood. I have a really good feeling about this hun. I hope AF stays away for ya.

[IAMommy]

I'm thinking your PG too. I hope you test soon so that you can show off your BFP!!! loads of dust comming your way!!