i wish i was able to assure you and everyone else of this but i cant, i cant lie.
what god giveth god taketh away but much as it hurts it is for the better future of our world and one day we will all be reunited and be together for eternity.
i try and think of the positives in everything and as much as it hurts and i have been through stages where i think god is evil etc etc i always come back to the same thing, everything in life happens for a reason. we may not know it right away but there is one. it can vary from showing you how much you are cared for to bringing other people closer together or testing your faith. for me, my losses tested my relationship and proved everyone wrong because we got through it together and also bought me to these wonderful people i now call my friends!
im so sorry for you

xx